Happy New Year

“A change of speed, a change of style.
A change of scene, with no regrets,
A chance to watch, admire the distance,
Still occupied, though you forget.”

This year wasn’t very nice. Though, I have something to be proud of, I can’t really say, that I did the best of my self..

The year started with a funny trip to Siberia. Wow, that was fun and stupid! Being curious about how people live and work there, I’ve leaved a job in a large development team with about 150 coders. Well, I’ve seen Siberia It was imperssive after all. Its really cold there For those who thinks they are real travellers couse they’ve seen New York, London, Paris, Rome etc, etc, etc.. you suck!

This year I’ve learned to drive cars! Without fear, being relax and having fun. That’s not very hard. If you have smb to teach you. Well, I had not. I did it myself. And I’m proud of it. The sad truth is that I don’t have any car… and can’t even think about when I could buy it. But nevertheless, cars are great symbols of freedom. Cars are symbols of the man, after all. or the woman… if it’s daewoo matiz ))

I digg a lot in coding, development. I’ve reached understunding of such cool things like unit-testing and aop. I’ve completed not very light project on j2ee. I’m kind of grown up in all-that coding stuff.. No more lame spaghetti code, that just pretends to be object-orientired. The sad truth is that I’m 22 now.. and perhaps I should have done all this just about 2-3 years earlier. In the time when I was concerned just about “money”… if one can call so a “40-50 $ per month” a salary.

Well, I’ve completed my unversity education. That was lame and waste of time. Though my certificate of degree doesn’t has any B or C marks…That wasn’t hard. I’m a geek. Studing is my main skill The sad truth is that sometimes i think that it’s the only skill, i have.

I’ve get acquanted with lots of people.. Smug people, grown ups, disappointed people, successfull people, lame people, geeks… I’ve learned a lot about humans The sad truth is that I’ve lost almost all my connections with old ones.

Next year i have to change my life cruelly. I have to change almost everything. I’m too stucked in the place where I’m now. Somedays before I’ve tried to count my life-cost.. If I would continue to live like I do it now, It wont succeeds 150 000 $ per life. Not very impressing.. not at all. That doesn’t worth living

I give a lot of promises to myself. My goals are cheeky and my objectives are hard and large.

Well, I’ll see how it will be at the next new year’s eve